Something that's been running through my head recently- God knows me. The all-being creator of the universe knows who I am. He knows every single thing about me. He knows what I've done and he knows what I'll do. He knows me better than I do. He knit me in my mother's womb, he formed me.
Why does this thought comfort yet terrify me all at once?
The vastness of God- the unexplainable quanity of GOD- is interested in me? And wants to be my Father? How can that even happen? How does GOD (again, immeasurable, vast, mighty God) come to that conclusion? Of Fathering me? A flawed, angry, creative human being on this earth?
I AM A HUMAN. HE IS GOD.
We are nothing alike. Have nothing in common.
Except Jesus Christ.
God, help me with this. Help me with me.
I know why God wants a relationship with me. (Because of his love and his Son.)
But- How does this even happen? That's the question: how?
How does a God- THE LIVING GOD- care so much? I can't get around His capacity of love and to love.
It's overwhelming.