Tuesday, May 23, 2023

ALL THE BRIGHT PLACES by Jennifer Niven

 “The great thing about this life of ours is that you can be someone different to everybody.”

“The problem with people is they forget that most of the time it's the small things that count.”

“It's my experience that people are a lot more sympathetic if they can see you hurting, and for the millionth time in my life I wish for measles or smallpox or some other easily understood disease just to make it easier on me and also on them.”

“I do my best thinking at night when everyone else is sleeping. No interruptions. No noise. I like the feeling of being awake when no one else is.”

“We are all alone, trapped in these bodies and our own minds, and whatever company we have in this life is only fleeting and superficial.”

“Sorry wastes time. You have to live your life like you'll never be sorry. It's easier just to do the right thing from the start so there's nothing to apologize for.”

“Because it's not a lie if it's how you feel.”

"But I’m not a compilation of symptoms. Not a casualty of shitty parents and an even shittier chemical makeup. Not a problem. Not a diagnosis. Not an illness. Not something to be rescued. I’m a person.”

“What a terrible feeling to love someone and not be able to help them.”

“Do whatever it takes to remind myself that I’m still here and have a say.”

“You don’t know how it is. It’s like I’ve got this angry little person inside me, and I can feel him trying to get out. He’s running out of room because he’s growing bigger and bigger, and so he starts rising up, into my lungs, chest, throat, and I just push him right back down. I don’t want him to come out. I can’t let him out.”

“You are all the colours in one, at full brightness.”

-Jennifer Niven, All The Bright Places

Friday, April 28, 2023

In english today

 l (a
le
af
ll                                 
s)
one
l
iness
-e.e. cummings

I think there's something to be said about being singular [la /le], being alone, being so alone that you notice that a leaf is falling in your loneliness. How alone you'd have to be to notice a falling leaf. 

l (a leaf falls) oneliness
- e.e. cummings

Monday, April 24, 2023

MUFFIN TIME

 One of the simple pleasures I've experienced today was baking my sweet- potato- chocolate- chip muffins this afternoon and sitting on the hardwood floor and feeling the warmth of the oven while the smell of the muffins reached my nose as I closed my eyes and listened to a Elton John song through my headphones. 

Thursday, April 13, 2023

Puppy interviews

I've been watching Buzzfeed: Puppy Interviews (Florence Pugh & Chris Evans) and it's brilliant. Answering questions about your life while playing with puppies?? Yes, please!!! Where can I sign up?! How do I get on??? (Seriously, though, how? If I have to wait to be famous or recognized, it's gonna be awhile). I dunno what it is, but I LOVE answering questions about myself. I think it's because I feel like the person asking me the questions is getting to know me better. Come to think of it, I've always loved getting in a circle in class during the first day and answering questions and talking. It's what makes me love the first day of school so much. (that, and new classes and hallways). thanks for reading my thoughts! 😊💭

Tuesday, April 4, 2023

THE HEART❤

heart (n): a hollow muscular organ that pumps the blood through a circulatory system by rhythmic contraction and dilation; the center of total personality, especially with reference to intuition, feeling, or emotion; the central, innermost or vital part of something.

"The heart is not just a pump but also an organ of great intelligence, with its own nervous system, decision-making powers, and connects with the brain. They (scientists) found that the heart actually talks to the brain, communicating with it in ways that affect how we perceive and react to the world."